Lament No. 1
16 x 20 | Acrylic on Canvas
I see you as I am, not as you are.
I too often find I see others, especially those closest to me, not as they truly are, but as I mistake them to be. I choose to be offended, not because I have been wronged, but because I think I have been wronged. Perception is such a difficult thing to do well. Imagine living generously with another, perceiving regularly, habitually the best in another. Why not give others this gift?
Lament No.1 is a meditation, a form of repentence for not preceiving in generosity those around me, especially those closest to me. When I am old, I beg- dear God, may the lens I see others through be one of generosity, and not contempt. Amen.
Lament No. 2
This is a sketch hanging on the wall of my studio. It is a fearful thing to begin a painting.
It is a journey into the unknown, and I do not know if this will end well. But I will show up,
and press back against the resistance. Without that, there is no wind in the sails.
endgame: Oil on Canvas, 36"x 60"